Wow. That is all I can say as I look back over this blog. I get distracted a bit, as many close to me know. This is my second blog I ever started for Second Life. The first one held lots of memories from a past relationship as it was a family blog, writing about moments as my family at that time grew including a second life pregnancy documented. I figured it was time to update just a bit. Life definitely has spun me around and around in real but more so in second. Friendships and family have left, there has been anger, abandonment, and pure hate. Both sides as I was not innocent in all of it at times. Many close to me know that it does take a lot for me to get to that low of a point. With all of that, there have been lots of new relationships, renewed friendships, and Love…. Yeap dropped that L word. So below is a brief little summary of those closest to me at the moment and all the newness going on in Second Life…..
Where to start…. He is trouble! HAHA No but I have known Will since my old TRS days. We both were hosts and then managers at the club together. We used to pick back and forth. After both of us left TRS we still remained friends. Every few weeks or so, chatting it up in IMs. It wasn’t until a sour break up, that we really started getting closer. He became someone I could vent to. He sat by watching all the dumb relationships I ended up in. It was around Christmas when we really started talking basically daily. I was in a relationship once again, Actually was a good relationship at first but then it quickly crumbled. Will was there for me to talk about it, he was the one I vented to a few times as I decided to give my now ex a 2nd chance which turned into just broken promises again… Will told me that he wasn’t letting me go after that. He let me have my healing but he said when I healed, I was his…. Of course I made him work hard because I was very unsure of taking a friendship to that level. I was scared of loosing that now year friendship. Well eventually I gave in and we officially became boyfriend and girlfriend on January 20th. It wasn’t long before talk about weddings and marriage slowly was getting dropped into our conversations which freaked me out a bit. I had been there and had been engaged once after that and wasn’t completely sure. Well for a couple week, Will planned a special surprise for Valentine’s Day for me. A few days before, he gave me a promise ring which did ease my mind on the whole engagement aspect. Don’t get me wrong, him proposing would have been awesome but deep down I just didn’t feel ready, I guess… I was so scared. Scared of getting close and then being abandoned. The weekend before Valentine’s Day, Will got word, as much as he tried saying no, he had to go away in RL starting a few days before Valentine’s Day until about 2 days after. The whole surprise got bumped up which was awesome considering for weeks, EVERYONE knew except me and it was driving me nuts! Well the surprise was amazing! It was a beautiful winter wonderland scene rezzed out on land… We danced, talked, and cuddled for hours. Will then said he want to take a picture with me, so he rezzed out some pose balls and told me to hop onto it, so I did, Next thing I know he was on his knee proposing to me. I was in shock but said yes. I was falling for him, I did love him… A few days later, while he was away though the thoughts of marriage, the thoughts and fears of everything became so rough on me that I ended things. He kept trying to contact me and I ignored him. It was about a day or 2 later when It all sank in, how I truly did care for him. I loved him. He some how snuck on past that wall I had. So after some long talks and tears shed for me as I poured out how I wanted to slow down, We gave it another go BUT no wedding talk until I was ready. It didn’t honestly take long for me to bring it up though. I told him April at the earliest. Fast forward. It is now April and We are all set to tie the knot on the 13th! In addition to that, we are also expecting April 23rd TWINS! Things have never been better. I am nervous, as a bride to be is days before her wedding, but I am 110% ready!
So I have a total of ummm… oh hell, Im too tired to attempt to count. Well I got Leena and Sadie, My two partners in crime. I got Kammie, Vanessa (aka Boom), Cece, and think that is it… or at least all I can think about right now. *ducks if she missed anyone*
These ladies are awesome. Cece is my rl bestie but things in SL split us up for quite some time, we didn’t talk or even associate in the same circles. Eventually though we had a long talk and things have been awesome. I am so glad to have her back in my life. She has been by my side for almost 8 years. Love you Cece!
Sadie is my Sissy roni! I have known her over a year and honestly, her and her hubby are one of the BEST things to come from a failed relationship. They are my sister and brother in both lives. I love them like crazy and cannot wait to eventually meet them in RL!
Leena is the one I mainly get into trouble with. She has been around a lot and dealt with some of the crappy drama that has swirled around our heads over the last about 6 months. She is one I can count on.
Of course my Boom is also still one of my right hand women! Although we don’t spend as much time together or talk like we used to, she is still one of my closest SL & RL friendships and when we do talk, its like we never stopped!
Kammie is pretty new, and the latest edition to the sister list. We met just a few months back but have gotten so close! She is one hell of a nut to be around.
Danni!! Yeap she is still around and still trying to blame things on me! I am the innocent angel though 😛
Okay so this area has changed a tiny bit… well a lot lol.
Currently our kids consist of Darin, Abigail, Hudson(Zooby), and Our Trial daughter Spencer.
Darin has been with me since August. He is a teen/ young adult and a handful at times. He drives me nuts but I love him! He will always have a place in my heart even if I rarely see him.
Abigail I have known on another avi since forever it seems. She officially became part of our family about a month ago, taking the place of my daughter Dixie. Shes a newborn avi and so tiny! It is amazing the avis in second life anymore. Abigail is a definite joy to be around though and always keeps us smiling!
Hudson is my zooby son who I have had for about a yr and a half now.
And last but not least Spencer. We just began our trial with her but she is a crazy and funny 11 yr old! She has me laughing and I think will be a great edition to our family. We still have a few days on our trial, but I think things are very promising!!
So for now, that’s about all… Hopefully Ill keep this thing a bit more active and get back to posting once again!